Adoptees on Open Adoption: “I Have All My Pieces”

Teen and young adult adoptees who grew up in fully open adoptions discuss their relationships with their adoptive and birth families and the many benefits openness has brought them.

Adoptee as a teen with her birth mother and siblings (left) and her adoptive parents (right).

When the domestic adoption paradigm shifted from closed placements to open adoptions several decades ago, naysayers worried that children might be confused or feel a sense of divided loyalty to two sets of parents, that birth parents might feel their privacy had been invaded, and that adoptive parents might feel as if they were “co-parenting.” Now that the children placed in those earliest adoptions have grown up, they are speaking out and the messages are clear: Openness trumps secrecy. Having answers to your questions precludes the need to wonder “why” and “what if” and leads to healthier identity formation. Having relationships with your biological family members and seeing your parents encourage and facilitate those connections leads to closer relationships all around.

A group of teens and young adults who were adopted through Open Adoption & Family Services, an agency founded on the philosophy of openness 30 years ago, share their long-term experiences.

Meet the adoptees:

Blake, 17
Brianna, 16
Claire, 22
Darcy, 15
Gabriel, 23
Justin, 25
Natalie, 13
Nathan, 17
Taylor, 19

 

1) How do you feel about having an open vs. a closed adoption?

Blake: If I were in a closed adoption, I feel like my parents might try to hide it from me and, when I figured it out—because the kid will inevitably figure it out—I would feel like I didn’t belong, like I wasn’t supposed to be there. (With open adoption) I don’t have to go on this soul-searching journey to find out who my parents are, where I’m from. I already know. It’s laid out for me. I know where I came from and I know who I am now.

Taylor (pictured above with her birth mother and birth siblings, left, and her adoptive parents): Having an open adoption means that there’s not a part of you that’s missing. I have all my pieces. I’m not missing anything.

Gabriel: I am very much in favor of open adoption because the relationships I’ve had with my birth mother and siblings have really enriched my life. I don’t think I would have gone on a quest to find my birth mother. That’s just not the kind of person I am. I am still very glad that I know who she is and that I can see her and talk with her, basically, whenever. I don’t feel I would’ve turned out all that differently if my adoption had been closed, but I would definitely be missing something from my life.

Darcy: Closed adoption leaves space to make up stories or reasons why you were put up for adoption because you wouldn’t have the answers. You could think that you were just left there because no one cared about you. What I learned from asking my birth mother is that she cared for me and she wanted me to have a good life. If I hadn’t known that, I probably would’ve thought the worst. I’m incredibly grateful for having the opportunity just to talk with the people who created me and tell me the reasons behind it. Open adoption benefits the kid and all the parents.

Justin: I don’t think closed adoptions are the right thing to do and should be avoided. I feel strongly on this because I was raised in an open adoption and I definitely think it’s the right thing to do. I mean, if kids turn 18 and find out only then that they’re adopted or are only then able to contact their birth parents, it can rock their world and confuse them. They might question their childhood and their upbringing, and I’m glad I didn’t have to go through that. I’ve known my whole life.

 

2) Have you always known about your adoption?

Claire: Yes, I have always known. My adoptive parents did a great job of telling me the details of my adoption and keeping me in contact with my birth mom from day one.

Gabriel: Yes, it was never a hidden subject at all. My parents have always been very, very open about the part adoption has played in my life, and it’s been the same for my sister, who’s also adopted. It’s never been a secret or anything terrible, nothing hanging over your head. It’s actually always been an added bonus to our lives, instead of something that we’re ashamed of.

Taylor: I’ve always known that I was adopted. I grew up knowing my birth mother and visiting her. My parents never hid it from me. They always welcomed her into our house.

When I was little, my pre-K teacher was trying to explain to my class where babies come from—which, of course, is not an easy topic. She told us that babies come from their mommy’s tummy and I raised my hand and said, “No, I don’t come from my mommy’s tummy. I come from my friend Rebecca’s tummy.” My parents always tell me that story. They love it and think it’s so funny.

 

3) What is the nature of the relationship between your parents and birth parents?

Natalie: We’re all kind of one big family. I’ll come home from school and my mom will be talking to my birth mom. I know there have been times when my mom has helped my birth mom out with, just, life and situations like that.

Gabriel: We have this great relationship. We go over and have dinner, or she comes over and has dinner, about once every month or two. We play board games or just have fun, interesting conversations.

Darcy: My birth parents and my parents don’t really talk all the time, but, when they do, it’s usually planning when I’m going to see my birth parents. There is contact for birthdays and holidays and milestones.

Nathan: The four of them are friends. My birth dad lives in Australia, so I can’t really see him as much as I’d like to, but my birth mom lives nearby. I see her a lot.

[caption id="attachment_24324" align="alignleft" width="220"]open-adoptees-brianna-collage Claire with her twin sister, their birth mother, and their birth brother (top) and with her adoptive mother (bottom).[/caption]

Claire: My adoptive parents and my birth mom have a very good relationship. My birth mom has always been a little shy, and I think that I get that from her. But my mom is really good at talking to her and keeping the communication lines open and fluid. And, now that I’m 22 years old, I can do that on my own.

Justin: My parents and birth parents have always been able to have a good relationship. This may be because my birth parents are younger. My birth parents were always invited to things when I was growing up, and my parents always welcomed them with open arms. Even now that I’m an adult, my parents will still invite my birth parents to events and other holidays.

Brianna: We’re family. I would say that they have formed a very strong friendship, but that doesn’t even begin to cover what we have. We really are a family.

 

4) How would you describe your relationship with your birth parents? Your birth family?

Taylor: I love my birth mom. She’s like my big sister. She’s very open with me; I can ask her about anything, which is really helpful to me. I know that she’ll be there for me if I need her. It’s really comforting to know that I can talk to not just my mom, my adopted mom, but also to my birth mom.

Nathan: It goes deeper than friendship. They are my best friends. They’re such incredible people, and real inspirations for me.

Brianna: We visit during the year when we can. During the summer I usually fly out and see my birth family. My parents might come for some of the time, and then I spend some time with them on my own and we do normal family stuff together. It’s awesome.

They are simply part of my family and I love them. They’re great role models for me and I really respect what they’ve done and the choices they’ve made in their lives.

Darcy: She’s there for me, she’s caring, and she’s very much a role model. There are a few thousand miles of distance between us, but it just makes the moments that we have together even greater.

Gabriel: I have two birth siblings, and it’s just really cool to see the traits that I have that they have, all the things we have in common just from genetics. I think in a normal brother-sister relationship, this would just be an everyday occurrence, whereas here it’s more special.

 

5) How have your adoptive parents shown that they value your birth parents?

Blake: They’re always talking about positive things they do. For example, my birth mother just had a big achievement in her life. My parents wouldn’t stop raving about it. It’s cool seeing how much they support them.

Natalie: We have a lot of discussions about my birth parents. If one of us has talked with them recently, we talk about how they’re doing and what’s up with them.

Nathan: My adoptive parents often try to set up interactions and are always encouraging me to spend more time with my birth parents. I only get to see my birth dad every couple of years, so, when he’s in town, they are completely understanding that that is my time with him.

We have tons of photos of my birth parents and birth family all over the house, as well as a lot of things they have given me over the years. It’s really nice.

 

6) What do visits with your birth parents mean to you?

Darcy: I love when she visits. It’s the greatest thing in the world because you can’t really get the emotion behind computer screens or letters or text messages—it’s just words. When you meet, you can feel the emotion in someone’s voice. I personally feel a lot closer when we’re together.

Gabriel: I think that an in-person meeting is way, way better than anything you can achieve online. As good as Skype is, being able to be there in person, in the flesh, with no speed-of-light delay where everything is half a second behind, is meaningful.

Justin: I think it’s been very important to be able to meet and talk with my birth parents rather than being pen pals.

 

7) What qualities of your adoptive parents do you appreciate and value?

Justin: My parents are kind, caring, respectful, trustworthy, easy to talk to, good listeners, good advice givers, and just good people in general.

[caption id="attachment_24325" align="alignleft" width="220"]snapshots of adoptee Brianna's adoptive parents and birth family (Top to bottom) Brianna’s adoptive parents and birth parents, pre-delivery; Brianna as a toddler with her birth parents; Brianna as a teen with her adoptive parents.[/caption]

Brianna: My adoptive parents raised me, so that’s definitely something I appreciate. They’re very understanding of the fact that I want to be a part of my birth family’s life and they want that, too, so it’s never been a struggle. That’s a really big part of what makes this whole thing work and I very much appreciate that from them.

Nathan: My mom is extremely compassionate, caring, kind, and she always knows what to do. My dad is one of the smartest people I have ever met, and he’s always there for me. He’s a huge resource in my life. They’ve taught me how to be nice to others, how to take care of people and how to be a decent human being.

Claire: My adoptive parents have so many qualities that I appreciate and value. I think one of the main ones is that they’ve always been honest about answering any questions that I might have and open to talking to me about my adoption. I feel like some adoptive parents might feel threatened by an independent relationship between an adoptee and his or her birth mom or birth father, and I never felt like my parents felt that way.

 

8) How has open adoption made you who you are today?

Nathan: I believe in things more easily and I’m more accepting. I mean, I have four parents and three siblings spread across the world, and if I can have that, then why can’t you have what you want at the same time? It just all works out.

Brianna: Living in an open adoption has made my family a lot bigger. I’ve gotten a lot more influences from a lot of different types of people, so it’s helped me to be really open-minded.

Taylor: It makes me really, really open to other cultures, other family structures, and the ways other people live. I’m open.

 

9) What do you want the world to know about open adoption?

Brianna: It’s a way to provide your child with the life they deserve and still be in their life. It dispels these fears of, “Oh, my parents didn’t want me and they didn’t love me,” because your birth parents are there and you know that they love you.

Taylor: I think it’s important because it’s about the child. It’s a way for birth mothers, especially, to not have to choose between their own future and their child’s future, and for the child to have a future with her birth mom, as well.

Justin: I think open adoption is the way adoption should be done. It made me able to have a much better life for myself, and for the families involved. My birth mother and birth father are separated, and she was 17 when I was born, he was 18, and they weren’t able to take care of me to the best of their abilities, so they decided to place me for adoption. I definitely have a better life because of it, and I respect their decision.

Darcy: I think open adoption leaves less up to chance. With closed adoption, it’s like you’re putting up a wall between the child you’re adopting and her birth parents, and people always want to climb over walls or bust through them. But open adoption is more like a gate. It’s closed most of the time, but you can still pass through.

 

OPEN ADOPTION & FAMILY SERVICES (openadopt.org) is a pro-choice, non-profit open adoption agency that has promoted diversity and inclusion since 1985. From their offices in Oregon and Washington OA&FS provides services nationwide. They offer all-options pregnancy counseling and open adoption planning.

 

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This article was adapted with permission from “Open Adoptee Experiences,” a video created by Open Adoption & Family Services. Watch this video and all of the adoptees’ video diaries to hear directly from them about growing up in an open adoption.


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